WWTN #14 - Letting Go

Thank you for being there to receive issue #14 of Wolf Wisdom Transformational News!

It is a season of hibernation--I am feeling it even more this year than in years past. And, I feel, the deeper the hibernation, the more we are going inward, preparing for what's to come. 2008 is going to be a time of tremendous rebirth, and requires a letting go of any and all murky muck that still may be lurking in our energy systems.

Light, new and fresh for the new year!

Manifesting the lives we want entails a letting go of any emotional issues that no longer serve us. And this means letting go of ANGER.

As I sat recently thinking: "How does one let go of past anger?", it came to me in a visualization. It is not always easy to simply look within and spot past anger. If the issues are not big and obvious, I think the best time to see any past anger we are holding on to is when we are feeling anger or depression in the present. The key is to look at what the present situation is really stirring up, and how it is connected to past situations, issues, relationships--think back; when have you felt this before in your life?--and then, once you see the connection, do the dissolving visualization.

When doing any visualization, remember to breathe and relax your body.

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Visualization to Dissolve Past Anger:

See an icy sidewalk. It does not feel safe to walk on the ice.

Now, see your anger, whatever the cause, as if it were compressed in to little hardened pellets, covering the icy sidewalk. These pellets look very hard and unchangeable, like murky little gemstones.

Then, with your mind, change these gemstones to rock salt; the kind we put on the ice so that we don't slip and fall. See the salt covering the icy sidewalk as it begins to dissolve the ice. Now the anger has changed from something hurtful to something helpful!

And finally, (in your mind) take a big pot of boiling water, pour it over the sidewalk--salt, ice and all--and watch the boiling water melt away the salt and ice, clearing your path so you can now stand firmly, and walk strongly and safely in to your light new era!

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I love that I am able to share this tool with you, and help get you started on a light, new and fresh 2008!

Use this visualization as often as you need to.

Enjoy this dissolution as it makes way for the manifestation of your resolutions!!

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Remember:

You can still receive 25% off any session scheduled for this coming Friday, Saturday or Sunday!

And, mention this newsletter to receive $10 off any healing session in January 2008!

Light, new and fresh!!

WWTN # 13 - Manifesting

Aha! The lucky 13th transformational newsletter! ...

I had/have/am finishing up a full-time job at Northwestern University Library.

I have worked in libraries all my life, because I love the people who work in libraries.

I have been working on and building on my healing abilities since 1996, and I have a healing practice.

I realized it was time to move on from the job and concentrate on my healing practice, but I was allowing other people's fears (the fears of people in my life that I am close to) to get in the way of me taking the "leap" out of the library, and just to trust that my practice plus my creative editing business will carry me and will bring in earnings that I can live on.

So, I went the "safer" route of moving out of my full-time job in to a part-time job that was more in my realm of talents--in a Behavioral Optometrist's office, where I was being trained to be a vision therapist for a variety of patients with different vision issues. Ah, I thought, now this is more like it.

I knew it wasn't going to be forever, and that it wasn't the exact right "forever" thing yet, however the training was helpful for me and I figured I would also be helping people--so good for now at least--right?

So, the doc let me go today. After only about 2 and a half weeks in to the job.

Huh!

He said my own vision problem was getting in the way of me being able to communicate with patients the way the I was supposed to, within the realm of this vision therapy training program.

And you know, I thoroughly agree with him. I do not have the style of communication needed to fit within the realm of that program. I have my own style.

So where does this leave me?

I looked at the situation, right away, with eyes wide open. What was this really all about?

Confidence.

I was using that job as a crutch while I slowly crept out of my secure full-time job which, little by little, was squishing my soul (no offense to the other beautiful souls that work there, who I do love dearly).

I did not, a few weeks ago, have the confidence to just say, You know, I really am a healer, I really have these gifts to offer, and clients are flocking to me in droves!

All of the things I do know about myself but had a hard time admitting (yes, the good things)....these are the things that I can no longer hide. It is not fair to any bosses, nor to myself, for me to hide behind their vision of what a business should be. I have my own vision and ample talents.

I manifest confidence, and that nothing will ever prevent me from admitting what I do well.
In the name of confidence, I move forward.

Thank you for reading!